i am glad you chose abroad rather than stay next to him
i am glad you had your first broken heart
i am glad you cried your heart out like theres no tomorrow
i am glad you not gave up and continue your studies
i am glad you experienced all that
and i am very proud of you
because i know how suffered you were
dear 18 year old self,
what happened?
i am glad you were okay
i am glad you smiled and happy just like the old you
i am glad
but how you manage to do that?
in a short period of time?
oh credit card!! i remember that
you shopped like theres no tomorrow
you have spent your money like you have millions
you really enjoyed your time huh..with friends all over the place
party all the time
i am glad...
but i am not so proud of you
deep down i know how you tried so hard to cover your true feelings
with things you never imagine before
dear 19 year old self,
i am glad you realized how important your life at that moment
i am glad you know how lucky you were to get to go there
i am glad you know how high your parents put their hopes on you
i am glad you learned your lesson
i am glad you know how to say NO
i am glad you know how to handle situations
i am glad you know how to balance things
i am glad you learned and continue learning from day to day
i am glad
because i know
there were nobody else but you and yourself
and friends ..angel and demon friends
i am glad
and i am happy for you
Take these all to heart and into deep consideration. Back then, we were too young. So many things that we have been through. So many feelings we have felt. But i am glad we experienced all that.
Love yourself always and
forever. Accept yourself regardless and just be HAPPY.
Love always,
29 year old, you!
xoxo,
the other person
6.15pm
under the circumstances
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