the past and the future

but what about the present?

i don't like his past...but its not the past actually...-sigh-...and i don't like mine either..i mean..not all...but certain things..i really cannot accept..

and who the hell are you to tell me past is past..you don't even know what I've been through..cliche isn't it?

yepp cliche... life is sometimes very cliche..try it...do something that 'not cliche' (as you may think)..but .it will end up being something very cliche...as always...common illusion

oh by the way...telling people to forget something is very easy doh...past is past...but most of them are also  fake liars.. most of us actually still thinking about the past if it really hurt us..i mean,..not thinking all the way...day by day...but still...keep it in our heart and mind...and without realizing...it will come out whenever it want...and once again...the hurt feeling will ruin our day...just like that...pop up...remember all those stupid memory we tried so hard to forget..got what i meant?

but actually we forget it doh...but still..it still there...deep down...in your heart or mind..you pick 

chill girl...chillax...don't ever ruin your day by being emo...its not good for you..

to love somebody...do accept them for who they are...yada yada yada...

everybody makes mistakes...yada yada yada...

you must forgive and forget ..yada yada yada...

fake liars...until you got what you got..then you know

seriously man...i don't have grudge...but i do have bad bad memories...as a boundary to me whether to step in or step out..whether to go near or far...and seriously..i am forgiving..but to forget?? its not so easy like abc... but i do live my life doh...still walking..still running..happy with all what makes me who i am today...and yet still feel blessed...but forgetting something is not easy for me...and you?...you are never become me...

hahahaa emo...blamed this stupid pms... but complaining is also one of my big favor... :D 

actually.. it is simple...what came to us..its history...but that history that makes us strong... happy... sad.. alive...human...that history is actually develop who we are today... as a person...to be a better person...at least, better than yesterday..

once again cliche...

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...

i was live in the past...and hopefully still live in the future...but right now..i am cherish every single minute i am living in this present...thank you Allah for all the test and lessons...thank you people who makes me who i am today...thank you history..thank you bad memories...I've learned and yet still learning..

i am happy..even in a sad...angry...down..situation

i am happy...and i feel blessed

i hope you do too