It's not just words on a page

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its not just words on a page 
its me writing here 

Thank you for making my heart full

much love,

super random me

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my english sucks huh

 I love blogging...it's an outlet

Like a journal..like a diary 

 a place for me to write. to share. to ramble. 

to spit my emotion. to speak my heart

to practice my 'not so good' writing skills

to just share things

its important to use nice words when talking to others

especially your loved ones 

(but my sibling use bad.mean words to show love sometimes haha 

and yet we understand and use more bad words in return :P)

but me 

i dont know how to talk my feelings in nice words

sarcastic is like my food

mean is like my drink 

and i am not proud of it

never proud of it

shame on me

but the strange part is...

i do this to my closest and important person in my life ONLY 

if you are one of my important significant person

then you will see my true colors

not so nice view actually.....sigh 

and you will not like it..yeppp ...yeppp

if you are not significant

you will meet a super nice girl next door nina

im not a hypocrite 

am just weird sometimes

most of the times

believe me people

i am a lover

i am a romantic person in my own way

 i am not a fighter

when i fight...it means i need to refresh my brain and feeling

a minute after that i will be okay 

if you knew me well

you will know

i am sorry 

if you don't have super powerful patience 

i am sorry 

for all the bad mean words i said

i am sorry

if you think i have no regrets at all 

i just want you to know

i am trying so hard to improve myself to be a better person

everyday 

i am sorry i let you down

sigh

and 

thank you so much

for all the patience and guidance and love

i am lucky until now

i don't know what will happen tomorrow

He Is My  Backbone

butifsomethinghappen

i will never blame you

xoxo,

yours

3.00pm30oct2012

between bad and good