sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar

howdy y'all

its tuesday

and its lunch hour

when i was running this morning

i did a lil back flip :D

twice ..tee hee

it was fun

and funny too

i was laughing out loud by myself

like an idiot

and im happy about it

not that its a big thing

its more like memory recall

on something i always did when i was a kid and teenager

i called it tumbling

me, brother and cuzzies challenged each other

to do the tumbling in the most creative way 

ahhhh memory

:)

sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar 

and im the one who appreciate

the littlest thing in life

save the turtle save the planet

the thing is

i miss this guy so very much

long distance relationship sucks

but thats the sweetest part in it

sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar

seriously

i have love/hate relationship with this man

but thats the funniest part in it

despite all the emotion ,,bad and good

i am still happy over the moon

the taste of this relationship

still sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar 

i dont know about tomorrow

but i still think this is the experience i want to get into

before i know you

so hey super random awesome guy

no complain

blurry

missing your smile more than you can imagine
im the luckiest girl ..so far ..because of you
never put any high hopes
just enjoy the moment 
right now..right at the moment

no complain

xoxo

super random awesome me

2.11pm20112012

under your spell

It's not just words on a page

page views by countries : week

The winner goes to : Russia!! yeay *standing ovation

2nd runner up : United States!! weehooo *big applause

Third : Malaysia!! hekhek *hugs :)

its not just words on a page 
its me writing here 

Thank you for making my heart full

much love,

super random me

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my english sucks huh

 I love blogging...it's an outlet

Like a journal..like a diary 

 a place for me to write. to share. to ramble. 

to spit my emotion. to speak my heart

to practice my 'not so good' writing skills

to just share things

its important to use nice words when talking to others

especially your loved ones 

(but my sibling use bad.mean words to show love sometimes haha 

and yet we understand and use more bad words in return :P)

but me 

i dont know how to talk my feelings in nice words

sarcastic is like my food

mean is like my drink 

and i am not proud of it

never proud of it

shame on me

but the strange part is...

i do this to my closest and important person in my life ONLY 

if you are one of my important significant person

then you will see my true colors

not so nice view actually.....sigh 

and you will not like it..yeppp ...yeppp

if you are not significant

you will meet a super nice girl next door nina

im not a hypocrite 

am just weird sometimes

most of the times

believe me people

i am a lover

i am a romantic person in my own way

 i am not a fighter

when i fight...it means i need to refresh my brain and feeling

a minute after that i will be okay 

if you knew me well

you will know

i am sorry 

if you don't have super powerful patience 

i am sorry 

for all the bad mean words i said

i am sorry

if you think i have no regrets at all 

i just want you to know

i am trying so hard to improve myself to be a better person

everyday 

i am sorry i let you down

sigh

and 

thank you so much

for all the patience and guidance and love

i am lucky until now

i don't know what will happen tomorrow

He Is My  Backbone

butifsomethinghappen

i will never blame you

xoxo,

yours

3.00pm30oct2012

between bad and good

us~~no more

maybe my heart didn't really skip a beat

and maybe the twinkle in your eyes was just the sun reflecting weird

and maybe the feeling in my stomach was just not having enough for breakfast

and maybe i just thought it was love

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maybe you never like me for me

and maybe you were just a lonely boy trying to fill your heart vacancy

and maybe there were none of your words were true

and maybe you just thought you can develop it to become love

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maybe we were just two strangers and will always become strangers

and maybe we were destined to experience to be in love but not to the end

maybe we were too stupid and dumb and ego and ...just far

maybe we should stay anonymous and no feelings involved

maybe

we're just not meant to be

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us

no more

goodbye

~~ words and hearts should be handled with care...

for words when spoken and hearts when broken 

are the hardest things to repair~~

photo credit : google images

 xoxo,

the loser,

4.42pm

in time machine

chicken soup for my soul

You know 

one of those days when you're just a little bit down?

one of those days when you just want to go home and eat a bucket of ice cream?

one of those days when you just need your mom's hug and tell you its gonna be okay?

one of those days when you miss something or someone so badly?

one of those days

not a lot

not weepy or teary

not dying or something

but

you just need a pick me up?

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well, i am not

today

i am not in 'one of those days' situation 

my day was awesome

everything went well

i was happy and satisfied

and still am

:)

but what is it i feel inside?

makes me wonder

what is it?

By remembering Allah, the hearts rejoice 

(Ar-ra'ad:28) .

and the very truth is

i just need my chicken soup for the soul

not the book kind

but the real kind 

so i will remember

whenever i forgot 

would you be my chicken soup for my soul?

xoxo,

stars lover

7.00pm

near medulla oblongata

LockTober

weekend with super awesome will always be awesome

what i wore...?

it was black and red theme :D

Saturday i wore this

and Sunday i wore this

and now...i am missing this guy so very much ;(

he was in black 

and i think..this is the only time we had/have for this LockTober

sigh

sokay
its okay
isokayyyyy

sigh...no..it is not okay :(

love,

nina 4.45pm

 in missing someone so badly

imperfections

she never force people to love her

she never force people to stay with her

she never force people to accept her

what she is in front of you

she shows you the real her 

she tells you something, you too bored to listen

she asks you something, you too mad to answer

she speaks nothing, you too busy thinking she is ignoring you

she speaks many, you too tension to handle the words 

if you hate her so much

just go

if you cant handle her attitude

just go

if you bored of her

just go

if you don't love her anymore

just let her go to find her happiness

why mad?

why shout? 

why cheat?

why lie? 

if you love her ..still

beyond her imperfections

she is the happiest girl ever 

in the whole wide world

she will be good

its a promise

and will you promise her the same? 

photo credit : akuhensemnye

edited by : nina

love is a beautiful thing
dont make it ugly

p/s : this post is just a fiction...but maybe you can relate to

my super awesome.. ;)

take a moment to breath, relax and reflect

xoxo,

nina 2.09pm

under the October sun