Rambling potatoing

Do what you enjoy...eat the foods you love and spend a little bit of time bettering yourself each day ;)

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What am i doing at this hour?
I should go to sleep
But i cant
So im potatoing
And i love chuck rawrrr
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If i have options
I prefer to watch you sleep
Sleep like a baby
Oh my lullaby
To cuddle you bare arms
Oh my yogi bear

Stars and moon
Make me sleep
Oh kamon

Xoxo,
Not so sleepy head
Almost 3 am

permintaan kecil

nota ini nota lama...telah ku tulis dengan jiwa yang lara terluka... angkara mulut manis penuh dusta ..akibat lidah tidak bertulang tetapi bercabang dua...datangnya bukan dari ular berbisa.. tetapi dari manusia penuh nista...

nota ini ku tulis selepas tahunya aku tentang satu penipuan keji

nota ini nota tertulis dengan air mata dan penuh keluhan berat

nota ini nota tertulis dengan sejuta pertanyaan kenapa? kenapa? dan kenapa?

nasihatku satu...jangan percaya pada manisnya bicara... jangan percaya pada tindak tanduk yang terhijab dek mata ...tapi percayalah pada satu kuasa...percayalah pada DIA...kita dianiaya.. berdoalah agar terbuka hijab segala pembohongan di dunia 

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Permintaanku kecil saja
Untuk rasa bahagia
Dengan cinta

Temanilah aku membaca buku
Biarkan kepalaku beralas perut buncitmu
Lalu diamlah sehingga mendengar bicaraku

Temanilah aku bernyanyi
Walau suaraku umpama mimpi ngeri
Kesanggupan mendengar itu pasti lebih bererti

Temanilah aku bersantap
Meski makanan tak sedap
Pasti lazat kalau kau suap

Temanilah aku dalam perkara yang bodoh-bodoh
Perkara lucu lagi dungu huduh
Andaiku melulu kau berilah aku lampu suluh

Temanilah aku ketika aku bisu
Tika kata-kata macam peluru berpandu
Tika wajah lebih manis dari tebu
Hatta lebih pahit dari hempedu

Temanilah aku ketika bergelak ketawa
Gurau senda melatari suasana
Ataupun ketika duka berlinang air mata
Saat bahagia sirna
Saat derita tiba
Saat dicelah hilang percaya
Temanilah aku saja
Kerna kekuatan adalah kita

Temanilah aku juga
Dalam setiap patah kata
Dalam setiap tutur bicara
Dalam setiap langkah penuh bergaya
Mahupun langkah yang goyah penuh tanda tanya

Temanilah aku dengan tanpa berjanji pasti
Kerana janji boleh dimungkiri
Temanilah aku tanpa sumpah setia
Kerana sumpah hanyalah kata-kata
Temanilah aku tanpa mengemukakan bukti
Kerana bukti mampu dijual beli
Temanilah aku tanpa ada pengkhianatan
Kerana khianat adalah racun yang tak kelihatan
Temanilah aku tanpa bercakap bohong
Kerana bohong menghasilkan kegelapan lohong

Aduh!

Tetapi...
Temanilah aku dengan ikatan hati
Ikatan hati, sayang.. bukan ikatan kertas bercop jari
Ikatan yang hanya kita berdua boleh mengerti
Ikatan yang kita tahu kita tak rela cemari
Tanpa tutur, kita boleh saling fahami
Tanpa gerak, kita boleh berintuisi

Temanilah aku berjuang
Kata-kata sayang
Jangan dilelong pada semua orang
Ayat-ayat cinta
Jangan dijaja sebagai halwa telinga
Ungkapan rindu
Jangan disepah di sini sana situ
Ucapan I love you?
Owh sungguh bermakna pada jiwa dan bibirku
Bahagianya cinta kalau kau juga rasa begitu

Temanilah aku
Dan aku akan menemanimu
Seadamu
Waktu-waktumu

Bukankah kecil saja permintaanku?
Aku cuma mahu kau menemaniku
Sampai Syurga Yang Maha Satu...

why lie

if you can tell the truth?

why cheat

if its not love

just tell her the fricking truth

human! huh!

xoxo

~NLR~
31jan2010
1.26pm

 booing the liar

imperfections

she never force people to love her

she never force people to stay with her

she never force people to accept her

what she is in front of you

she shows you the real her 

she tells you something, you too bored to listen

she asks you something, you too mad to answer

she speaks nothing, you too busy thinking she is ignoring you

she speaks many, you too tension to handle the words 

if you hate her so much

just go

if you cant handle her attitude

just go

if you bored of her

just go

if you don't love her anymore

just let her go to find her happiness

why mad?

why shout? 

why cheat?

why lie? 

if you love her ..still

beyond her imperfections

she is the happiest girl ever 

in the whole wide world

she will be good

its a promise

and will you promise her the same? 

photo credit : akuhensemnye

edited by : nina

love is a beautiful thing
dont make it ugly

p/s : this post is just a fiction...but maybe you can relate to

my super awesome.. ;)

take a moment to breath, relax and reflect

xoxo,

nina 2.09pm

under the October sun

She, He and the rain

its raining outside

she sits near the window

watching raindrops on the mirror

its raining outside

he sits near the window

watching her from across the street

he smiles

rain makes him get to see her face      ...again

she cries

rain makes her remember things she tried to forget    .....her whole life

through thousands raindrops on her window

cant never hide the tears running down her cheeks

he sees it now

he saw that months ago

he knew 

he cares

he wanted to comfort her 

he wanted to tell her

its okay 

its not the end of the world

rain is beautiful

after it comes the rainbow

he wanted to tell her

he first saw her under the rain

and he wanted to tell her so badly

the 3 magical words

but he never did 

coward over courage

she opens the window

tastes the rain with her hands

and then she disappears

he sees her

tastes the rain with her hands

and then she disappears

the next day

beautiful rainbow in the sky

the sun is shining bright

out of nowhere

he feel the sudden urge to meet her

to tell his feelings towards her

right now 

right now

courage over coward 

he runs to her house with big smile on his face 

knock knock on her door

someone open the door with sad face

why? whats wrong?

where is she?

there she is

finally 

he gets to see her

in front of his eyes

big smile vanish

rainbow fades 

sunshine dissolves

in the bright shiny day

he can feel the rain pouring down his world

the cold evil sad rain 

he cries in front of her

telling her not the 3 magical words

but 4

I WONT HURT YOU!

but he is too late

there she is 

stiff and pale

dont be afraid to tell how you feel

dont be afraid of rejection 

you will be surprised

credit to google images

xoxo,

5.35pm

nina's kingdom of heart