Hello facebook

Yes.. I have a facebook account

And yes.. I do post pictures, event and sometimes status on my facebook wall

I liked my friends status and pictures

I do love watching lots of funny and cute videos they shares on their wall 

That makes me laugh, smile, sometimes sheds tears when the video or story makes my heart breaks 

I enjoy reading about new parenting and marriage tips, islamic status, the prayer and doa, the ugly truth about the world and politics, general knowledge and etc

I am happy seeing happy moments of my family and friend.. Beautiful pictures of my hometown.. Owhh how i miss them so much ..sigh! 

But most of the time.. I am an observer 

There are also several things that i hate about facebook

I hate when people share accident pictures..dead body. Where we can see clearly how the body looks like..

People..please.. Have some respect!!

We dont even know how we will end up. 

Do you like if people share your dead body to the public? 

I hate when people tell not so good stories about other people. I hate words bully. 

On top of that.. I hate when a wife or a husband posts sarcastis status about their spouse

I know..maybe you have problems in your marriage

Okey..maybe your spouse is cheating on you

Maybe he/she did not provide enough for your living

I know.. Sometimes you just need to let it out 

But please...not in the facebook please.. 

do you really think by shout it out on your wall may solve your problem?

Do you really believe by being sarcastic on your facebook wall may gain respect from your spouse or other people? 

What do you really get? Really..? What do you really get?

Being satisfied? Happy? Coz youve got to yell your feelings and thoughts so other people will know? Really? 

Let me give you a suggestion.. Or two suggestions 

Be a mature person.. Face the problems with your spouse face to face.. Not in the facebook wall

Yell..shout..cry..mad..whatever you want to say..sarcastically or directly.. Do it face to face.. No need to tell other unsignificant people about your marriage problem.. 

If you still cannot solve it..then you have families.. Marriage counselor.. And jabatan agama to solve it for you

Theres no need to humiliate your spouse even you hate her / him so much.. In public pulak tu hesh!!

Remember in the first place.. You chose her / him to become your wife / husband.

Isteri bercerita keaiban suami.. Tak takut dosa ke? Suami bercerita keaiban isteri? Bagaimana mungkin anda menjadi seorang ketua keluarga? 

Tak malu ke bila dah malukan kat facebook pastu nanti berbaik balik. Tapi semua tahi hidung tahi telinga tahi keji dan jijik pasangan dah kita jaja-jaja. Nauzubillah. 

And please. Pray to Allah asking for his forgiveness and kindness to help you help your marriage..not pray on the facebook wall.. Kamonlah..

Facebook.. I love it because it connects me with lots of other people

Family and friends

But thats it.. Dont use it as a place you can humiliate another human being

Me,

An observer

Motherhood

:)

I am a mother now
I am happy
so happy

Being a mother is new to me
and seriously it is not an easy job
it is 24/7 job
I bet you new mothers out there agree with me
It involves tears, fears and most of the time ~~rejoice ;)

but hey,
I dont care if I dont get enough sleep at night
I dont care if my baby keeps waking me up every ten minutes
I dont care if I have to carry her all day just because she is not feeling well
I dont care if I have to multitask just to have my me time with her cuddling and kissing
I dont care to get tired and exhausted
I dont care to get my hands dirty with poop and vomit
I dont care to pump my milk until it hurts just to make sure she gets enough 

I care enough to make her feels safe, happy, healthy and loved.

Seeing her precious little angel smiles and laughs 
makes every single time i spent with fussy dussy tussy ~~worthwhile
That..I tell you.. is too expensive to have a price tag 
~~Priceless...

I've tried and failed at many things in life..
but i will never stop giving hundred percent..
at being the best mom I can be..

Love,
new mommy and happy

Rintihan perindu

Bila terpisah dengan lautan

Malah tanahnya juga tidak bercantuman

Apakah daya selain mengharap ihsan

Dia Yang Maha Pengasihan

Bila rindu menggebu

Rasa di hati menangis pilu

Apakah daya selain merayu

Kepada Dia Yang Maha Tahu

Bila hati membisik ragu

Akal bangkitlah jangan berteleku

Wahai negeri di bawah bayu

Jagakan raja dan permaisuri hatiku

Wahai bumi germany yang tak terjangkau tanganku

Jagakan belahan jiwaku yang dirindu selalu

Sungguh

Jasadku berdiri teguh di sini

Hati dan ingatanku

Doa dan kasihku

Selalu berlari-lari

Menari-nari

Mengikut rentak rindu tak berbagi

Apalah dayaku

Selain Dia tempat merayu

Yang merindu selalu,

Nina

Xoxo

Rambling number 109

Kalaulah emosi ini adalah kekuatanku
Biarlah ia menjadi kekuatan yang positif
Yang memberiku erti ihsan dan kasih sayang yang sebenar

Tetapi

Kalaulah emosi ini adalah kelemahanku
Biarlah aku menjadi orang yang kering hatinya ya rabbi
Biarlah hati ini hilang dari perasaan-perasaan halus yang melemahkan
Biarlah hati ini bebas dari helah-helah kasih sayang yang parah

Mana perginya gadis itu?
Yang kalis peluru?

Xoxo
Once a bulletproof

Rambling number 108

Have a safe journey my love
Ich liebe dich

Im sorry :'(

Xoxo
Didnt do anything wrong

Rambling number 107

Dia telah berjumpa dengan seorang lelaki yang sabar
Sabarnya bukan alang-alang

Dilancang dengan kata sepedih luka berdarah
Diuji dengan marah setinggi everest dan awan dan angkasa raya
Diherdik dikeji dibenci malah dimomok ditertawa
Diduga sehingga titik akhir sabar maksimanya

Namun lelaki itu
Sabarnya bukan mainan

Dia telah berjumpa dengan seorang perempuan 'gila'
Gilanya bukan alang-alang

Sekejap dia ketawa
Sekejap itu juga menjadi taufan nina
Sekejap dia bermanja
Sekejap itu juga puting beliung melanda
Ya subhanallah
Gilanya bukan mainan

Namun lelaki itu
Sabarnya bukan alang-alang

Xoxo
Miss not perfect

Rambling number 106

Insecurity is a killer
And now
I kill myself each day
Its not good
Its not good at all

Its a metaphore you idiot

Insecurities could eat me alive ~~~eminem

I just
I just want to feel safe

Xoxo
Rambler

Rambling number 105

Hey lovers

I am listening to carry on right now

Oh and other fun songs too

Tonight

I wanna sleep with smile on my face

Oh ohh and im wearing avocado mask

I cannot laugh out loud

Smile it enough

And at this moment

Someone is waiting for me to call him

He is such a baby

Spoiled baby

And i love him like that

Saya suka manjakan orang okay

Dan sakitkan hati orang juga

I know how to make people hate me

:)
Keep smiling
Life is good

Sunday's letter

Dear weather
You look stunning today
I wonder
Will you be that stunning
Until the end of today?

Dear body
Dear feet
Dear heart
Dear mind
Congratulations
You defeated laziness
You defeated cozy bed
You defeated fat
You defeated super delicious scramble eggs on the table
And then
You went for a run
You chose sweat instead of fat
Tres bien!!

Dear sunday
I love you
I just love you
Will you come more often?
I mean everyday?

Oh dear weather
I forgot to tell you
This is all because of you
So thank you

Xoxo
Sunday lover

Rambling number 104

I know one person
Her name is babi
I dont know why
But she really likes babi
I dont care if she really likes pig
But why should i?
Dont mess with my life

Please

This is her
And someone thinks she is cute

I wanna throw up

Rambling number 103

Unfortunately
My heart says
I cannot live without you
Yeah i know you are not oxygen
But im addicted
You are like drugs
You really are my kryptonite

Such a loser ive been
Love makes you do stupid things
Even though you know its stupid
They said...love is about taking risks
Oh yeah dumb and stupid risks
Mind says no
Heart says yes

Fool versus ego
Good combo
Dont you dare complaint after this
Urghh

Oh help me help myself
Oh Allah
Dont make me love him
More than i love you

Choose wisely
Just like this herbs

Xoxo
Miss fiction

Rambling number 102

Dear me,
If you can live without him for one day
I am sure
You can live without him for the rest of your life
You deserve someone better
And not him
Just give someone else a chance
Just give yourself a chance
To go out from this mess
You deserve to be happy
And to be treated right

You believed him
He screwed you

Enough is enough
Be strong to fight your feelings

Oh Allah
Just give me strength

Rambling number 101

I just wish
I can simply forget you
You dont even worth my time
You dont deserve my heart
Such a big disappointment

I gave you many chances
To prove that im wronged
To prove that you are something
I gave you my trust
Not once not twice
You ruined it
Such a big disappointment

You are nothing but a liar
You are nothing but a hypocrite
I was a fool
And still a fool
Well done
You played very well

You are really good in making promises
And you are really good in not keeping them
Congrats
You fooled me once
You fooled me twice
You fooled me for as long as i can remember

Wow
You are really something
You should become an actor
I wonder
What do you feel doing what you did?

Hey mister
You better check your face on the mirror
Because at the moment
I can only see shit

Good luck in your world
The world i will never be enter

Xoxo
Fool

Rambling number 100

Tahun ini saya bercita-cita nak menghalalkan perhubungan yang haram

Saya nak bina masjid

Saya nak dapat lebih banyak pahala

Aminkan untuk saya

Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya

Hahahah or maybe
Im just bluffing

But who knows

My super awesome

This guy....

Damn...

I miss him so much

Him...

My super awesome
My super random guy
My comfort zone
My hensemest
My mr nag guy
My kryptonite
My no 1 curiosity
My best friend
My love
My heart

He rocks my world
And im melting because of him
From day one
Ich liebe dich

And
He will kill me
If he knows im posting this picture
LOL

Buy hey
This is my blog
Uh uh lala lala
*wink*

Xoxo
Super random me
Almost 12 am
Waiting for you to call me
-_-

Rambling potatoing

Do what you enjoy...eat the foods you love and spend a little bit of time bettering yourself each day ;)

............................................................

What am i doing at this hour?
I should go to sleep
But i cant
So im potatoing
And i love chuck rawrrr
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If i have options
I prefer to watch you sleep
Sleep like a baby
Oh my lullaby
To cuddle you bare arms
Oh my yogi bear

Stars and moon
Make me sleep
Oh kamon

Xoxo,
Not so sleepy head
Almost 3 am

Perempuan itu...

Surah al-Baqarah ayat 216 : "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu , padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui".

Ada seorang perempuan
Banyak sangat impian
Bfnya kata dia suka berangan-angan
Tapi
Impian, angan2.. Kan ke boleh jadi kenyataan?

Syaratnya mudah je
Lebihkan buat dari bercakap
Lebihkan tindakan dari suara
Dan lebihkan doa dari muslihat

Tapi tula
Impiannya tu ada yang merapek
Tak masuk akal
Tinggi cecah angkasaraya
Dalam cecah kerak bumi
Gila dan tak waras
Tapi dia memang suka merapek
Isi masa lapang

Orang taktau
Impiannya tu simple sangat
Tak banyak pun
Sikit je
Sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit

Takdir...misteri sungguh
Kita manusia boleh ubah takdir kita
Kecuali hidup dan mati

Takutnya mati kan
Sebab apa takut?
Sebab amal yang ada
Tak sebanyak impian yang dicurah

Kalau mati aku masa ni
Memang masuk neraka aku jawabnya
Tau...
Tapi tetap tanak berubah
Apa susah sangat nak jadi baik ke?
Free of charge je semuanya
Tak cukup tekad kau ni
Tak cukup ilmu
Tapi tanak usaha
Bodoh kau ni

Macamlah muda2 tak boleh kena tarik nyawa... Ek?
Macamlah kau tu muda sangat ..ek?

Dan macam2 pulak kau minta dari Dia
Tak malu ke?
Bodoh kau ni
Malu sikit la babe

Perempuan ni
bila dah setat monologue
Toksah layan
..........................................................

Bantu aku bantu diriku
Aku buta di tempat terang

Kata perempuan itu...

Perempuan
Tengah malam bulan purnama
Penghujung february

Bits + pieces ...february 15

Dear february 15
You are history now
Do me a favor
Dont come too fast next year

Wow time really flies heh
Today im 15
The next day im 15 years older
Today everyone says ohh look..how tiny this baby
The next day you realize...look..shes a lady
Today everyone gives me money ..buy me things
The next day i realize...i become a shopaholic spending money to buy unnecessary things

It creeps me out sometimes
Whatever it is
Thats the reality of life
And along this journey
What i appreciate the most is
The experience
The love
The emotions
And of course the life

I am happy and i feel blessed
Allah gave me so much
Im embarrass to admit how little i gave Him back
But i try to be better everytime
But seriously trying is not good enough

To people who always be there for me
Through better and through worst
Happy and pain
I love you all to bits
No words can describe
Family friends and my love
I have nothing except me
And you accept me just the way i am
Million thank you
Gazillion love
Hugs and kisses
I am nothing without you all

What i really love about my birthday this year
He asked me 4 magical words
And i answered with three

My wish... Happiness for all of us
More priceless years to share
More and more and more love

Terima kasih Ya rabb dipinjam nyawa lagi

Xoxo

;) much love
Nina
In your heart

Counting hours

Dear february 14
Will you do me a favor
Dont let february 15 to replace you
I mean
Would you stand for your spot
Isnt it?

Why do you have to come so quickly?
Im a little bit nervous over here
Counting the hours
I mean
Im not counting at all
But looking at the time
Makes me scared
Makes me urghh you dont wanna know
What i feel inside me

Dear february 14
If you let february 15 come
It will never be the same again for me
Never ever the same again
I like the things now
Im not ready
Its nothing actually
Its just a number
No of course not
Its not just a number
Its my life
Kamonnnn

Dear me
Kamonnn
Face the truth
Its not that bad
You making it worse
But its not

Shut up!

Denial
5.30pmfeb142013
Hanging on the clock

February

Its february
I just wish there is no february this year
Lol

Seriously
Mom, why february?
Why not december?
Haha silly me

Anyway
I love february
I always do

Im thankful
And i feel blessed
There is no better month for me
I know

Thank you momma
You rock my world
And i rock yours definitely?
Lol

Counting the days
Counting hours
I hope i still alive
When the time comes
Amin

Nina
On my couch
14feb20130.14am