monologue

so many things to do

so little time

nervous

nerve wrecking

im a nerve wreck fool

ha ha ha and stop

-_____-

dateline oh deadline

i don't wanna die...yet

ha ha ha and stop

not funny at all

-_________-

i may look calm 

but in my head i've squeezed my brain million times

i am screaming but no one can hear

i am running out of oxygen

i think i'm drowning

i think i'm falling from the highest building  

i think i'm in the war peng peng pengg

oh oh ohhhh anxiety

can you feel that?
huh! 

can you feel that??

-______-

someone told me

in a day

there are 24 hours

what do you do with that 24 hours?

count and make sure it is balance

;)

okayyyyy

i got it

this is just a monologue

from somebody outside my body

but the truth is..here i am...

cold and hungry 

i can manage my time

no worries

8 hours gone for work

another hours lets spend it 

with something other than work

count your blessings ...not your problems

xoxo

miss monologue

6.58pm

between heart and mind