bicara 152

betullah kata orang

bila kau suka

ramai orang tumpang gembira

cuba bila kau duka

bilang dengan jari orang bersama

untung-untung sangkutlah sekerat dua

kalau rugi..sorang-soranglah kau tanggung rasa

alaa lumrah hidup

itulah kata mereka

ada benarnya juga

kita manusia

ditafsir lebih suka yang gembira-gembira

yang duka-duka ahhh buat apalah berduka

buang masa

emosi

dipendam seorang boleh gila

disebar merata boleh tokok tambah perisa

dikongsi lebih dibuat halwa telinga

dibiar tidak akan ke mana

dilayan bosan pula

ada sebabnya kenapa kita tak boleh sombong dengan Tuhan

ada sebabnya mengapa kita disuruh berpegang teguh pada agama

tapi yang selalu lupa

kita-kita juga

sebab apa lebih baik tunjuk muka gembira sentiasa?

sebab itulah yang orang suka

pendamlah rasa babi keji hina kau di dalam dada

sebab takde siapa pun yang akan bersama mengharunginya

oh ya...ada

yang darahnya sama alirnya dengan darahmu

yang benihnya bersatu membentukmu

yang rahimnya dikongsi membesarkanmu

yang bila dicubit terasa sakitmu

nina

1.52 pagi 29122012

di pejabat durjana

hahaha i kid you kid

lacking

dear nina

no more excuses

must do this everyday

running is inclusive

dear fatty

we seriously need to talk

do not feel comfortable yet

you pissed me off already

and please

stop talking

start doing

i mean doing really hard

not on and off and on and off

gahhhhh 

-_________________-

heres to you

do it now
or else
your boyfriend will never stop teasing your belly
hahahaha 
not funny ok
-_-

 xoxo,

inner self

3.30pm10/12/2012

inside belly 

fragile

sad

miserable

melancholy

frustrated

disappointed

worried

over thinks

venting

anger

lifeless

hopeless

heart broken

sensitive

stuck

hurt

doubt

vulnerable

pain and strife

messed up

sharp pain in my heart

squeezed like a lime

rejected ignored

all in one

cry

tears

smile

tears

talk

 tears

laugh 

tears

 every now and then

tears
alone

me

today

people asking

everything is okay

everything is fine

;)

if you're crying while you're trying to tell someone you're fine—
you're not fine

What a sad beautiful tragic love affair

xoxo

human

1.32pm6/12/2012

sea angels

 this entry is actually from my glipho.com blog post that i posted yesterday. 

It was trending for more than 12 hours :p ..and i became the trending writer there also ;)

ignore my broken English please

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hey,

have you ever heard about perhentian island before? or have you ever been there? Located at the east coast Malaysia, in Terengganu territory. The two main islands are Perhentian Besar (Big Perhentian) and Perhentian Kecil (Small Perhentian). Both are wonderful.

Well, i went to Small Perhentian with my friends. We stayed at D'Lagoon. A nice budget chalet with secluded beach and good services and facilities.  The amazing things are ;

1. Snorkeling/Diving - You can go snorkeling and diving just in front of the chalet..and still can see many beautiful corals and fish.. if you are lucky enough, you can bump into baby sharks and their parents :) ...which we did. We were so thrilled and happy. They will not attack you unless you do them harm.

he can hold his breath long enough to see the amazing creatures down there

2. Jungle trekking -opposite the island is a secluded beach named turtle beach. its a very white sandy beach with very calm waves. so you can snorkel and dive without disturb by waves. oh and i think the water also colder than the other.

fishy fishy..come to me

3. nature - look deep into nature...then you will understand..everything better ;P ..well yeah, blending yourself with nature..next to fish, water, beach, trees, turtles, corals and everything was just awesome. Everything is different down there. and that different is actually a good one.

baby turtles...they will release to the sea..when they can take care of themselves..

i love nemo...i think they likes me :D

finding nemo?

...well its good to be around nature.. and im really grateful to see all this wonderful things in the world..many more for us to explore...yet, its so amazing even words cant describe it

be blessed always

xoxo,

nature lover

28Nov2012

8.15pm kuala lumpur, Malaysia

simple note ;)

have you ever feel like falling from the highest building?

have you ever feel like you gonna die when you hit the ground?

i did

and today, the feeling is coming back to me

i feel anxious..because of this

and kinda funny ;)

why?

funny.. how falling feels like flying for a little while

its fun

and a little bit scary

butterflies in my stomach

adventure...who doesn't like adventure?

new experience...who doesn't love new experience?

at least..when you are ready

and responsibility ? is in different league

still..it is fun 

anyway, my weekend was not so busy with 'things'

but kinda busy with another 'things'

:)

ok me myself is confused

but i know what i meant

plucking My Slimmy (its my guitar actually)
etc etc etc..

and made simple notes like this :)

eraser

glue

paperclip

and this is specially for my super awesome guy

300 km away..is nothing

 

Maybe you learned something, or maybe I sparked an idea in your mind

But for now, that's my take. End scene.

xoxo

My Slimmy's partner

2.30pm26112012

in cold weather

reality check

hi...

how are you?

i am fine

my health is tip top

a little cough (almost a month already? hmm)

a little hurt inside my mouth (its my wisdom tooth actually)

but overall i am fine

im in peace hahaha

how is your work?

okay...superb...excellent (eh?)

tonnes of work

lots of responsibility

dateline here..deadline there

stay back at office during the night

no big deal

so yeah! 

everything is still under control

everything is okay

this is actually not my work...but my passion ;p

how is your relationship with your loved ones?

very good..intimate.happy..but ..sigh

hmmm this is tough

being away from family

being away from love

they are my home..they are my comfort zone

its tough..but in a good way

i miss them every single hour every single minute and day

but i am happy...

besides, i have my friends around me ..to do stupid things and laugh :P

anyway, missing them..being away from them

taught me so many things

i experienced something different from others

and i enjoyed that

i appreciate that

so my answer to this question is : awesome!

awak..please smile...and thats the result....grrrr

how is your financial?

i can buy clothes..shoes..handbags..foods..etc etc

i can eat whatever i want

i can go for holidays 

leisure thingy etc etc

and pay for whatever things/bills that i have to pay

im not rich

yet i feel so grateful

'wa may yatawakkal alallahi fahuwa hasbuhu'

'barang siapa bertawakal kepada Allah, niscaya akan dicukupkan-Nya segala keperluan'

let us be the person who feels cukuplah dengan merasa cukup...in sya Allah

so ..how is my financial?

i have enough...alhamdulillah 

but if Allah wants to give me more

i accept it with gratitude ..tee hee

this black stallion aka kuda hitam is not mine..

 how is your responsibility as a slave of Allah?

sigh!

worst ...sigh!

im trying and i am still trying

to be the best slave of Allah i can be

i am very forgetful 

i am weak

ups and downs

oh help me help myself

:( 

i realized Allah gave me so many chance

gave me so many things

but i am still me...sigh

finger art during boring time :D

so far life's treating me good

last time I checked.. I was still very blessed ;p

:)

 be thankful

xoxo,

tukang karut

5.32pm211112

in the reality

sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar

howdy y'all

its tuesday

and its lunch hour

when i was running this morning

i did a lil back flip :D

twice ..tee hee

it was fun

and funny too

i was laughing out loud by myself

like an idiot

and im happy about it

not that its a big thing

its more like memory recall

on something i always did when i was a kid and teenager

i called it tumbling

me, brother and cuzzies challenged each other

to do the tumbling in the most creative way 

ahhhh memory

:)

sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar 

and im the one who appreciate

the littlest thing in life

save the turtle save the planet

the thing is

i miss this guy so very much

long distance relationship sucks

but thats the sweetest part in it

sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar

seriously

i have love/hate relationship with this man

but thats the funniest part in it

despite all the emotion ,,bad and good

i am still happy over the moon

the taste of this relationship

still sweet honey bunny chocolate sugar 

i dont know about tomorrow

but i still think this is the experience i want to get into

before i know you

so hey super random awesome guy

no complain

blurry

missing your smile more than you can imagine
im the luckiest girl ..so far ..because of you
never put any high hopes
just enjoy the moment 
right now..right at the moment

no complain

xoxo

super random awesome me

2.11pm20112012

under your spell