reality check

hi...

how are you?

i am fine

my health is tip top

a little cough (almost a month already? hmm)

a little hurt inside my mouth (its my wisdom tooth actually)

but overall i am fine

im in peace hahaha

how is your work?

okay...superb...excellent (eh?)

tonnes of work

lots of responsibility

dateline here..deadline there

stay back at office during the night

no big deal

so yeah! 

everything is still under control

everything is okay

this is actually not my work...but my passion ;p

how is your relationship with your loved ones?

very good..intimate.happy..but ..sigh

hmmm this is tough

being away from family

being away from love

they are my home..they are my comfort zone

its tough..but in a good way

i miss them every single hour every single minute and day

but i am happy...

besides, i have my friends around me ..to do stupid things and laugh :P

anyway, missing them..being away from them

taught me so many things

i experienced something different from others

and i enjoyed that

i appreciate that

so my answer to this question is : awesome!

awak..please smile...and thats the result....grrrr

how is your financial?

i can buy clothes..shoes..handbags..foods..etc etc

i can eat whatever i want

i can go for holidays 

leisure thingy etc etc

and pay for whatever things/bills that i have to pay

im not rich

yet i feel so grateful

'wa may yatawakkal alallahi fahuwa hasbuhu'

'barang siapa bertawakal kepada Allah, niscaya akan dicukupkan-Nya segala keperluan'

let us be the person who feels cukuplah dengan merasa cukup...in sya Allah

so ..how is my financial?

i have enough...alhamdulillah 

but if Allah wants to give me more

i accept it with gratitude ..tee hee

this black stallion aka kuda hitam is not mine..

 how is your responsibility as a slave of Allah?

sigh!

worst ...sigh!

im trying and i am still trying

to be the best slave of Allah i can be

i am very forgetful 

i am weak

ups and downs

oh help me help myself

:( 

i realized Allah gave me so many chance

gave me so many things

but i am still me...sigh

finger art during boring time :D

so far life's treating me good

last time I checked.. I was still very blessed ;p

:)

 be thankful

xoxo,

tukang karut

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