My super awesome

This guy....

Damn...

I miss him so much

Him...

My super awesome
My super random guy
My comfort zone
My hensemest
My mr nag guy
My kryptonite
My no 1 curiosity
My best friend
My love
My heart

He rocks my world
And im melting because of him
From day one
Ich liebe dich

And
He will kill me
If he knows im posting this picture
LOL

Buy hey
This is my blog
Uh uh lala lala
*wink*

Xoxo
Super random me
Almost 12 am
Waiting for you to call me
-_-

Rambling potatoing

Do what you enjoy...eat the foods you love and spend a little bit of time bettering yourself each day ;)

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What am i doing at this hour?
I should go to sleep
But i cant
So im potatoing
And i love chuck rawrrr
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If i have options
I prefer to watch you sleep
Sleep like a baby
Oh my lullaby
To cuddle you bare arms
Oh my yogi bear

Stars and moon
Make me sleep
Oh kamon

Xoxo,
Not so sleepy head
Almost 3 am

Perempuan itu...

Surah al-Baqarah ayat 216 : "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu , padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui".

Ada seorang perempuan
Banyak sangat impian
Bfnya kata dia suka berangan-angan
Tapi
Impian, angan2.. Kan ke boleh jadi kenyataan?

Syaratnya mudah je
Lebihkan buat dari bercakap
Lebihkan tindakan dari suara
Dan lebihkan doa dari muslihat

Tapi tula
Impiannya tu ada yang merapek
Tak masuk akal
Tinggi cecah angkasaraya
Dalam cecah kerak bumi
Gila dan tak waras
Tapi dia memang suka merapek
Isi masa lapang

Orang taktau
Impiannya tu simple sangat
Tak banyak pun
Sikit je
Sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit

Takdir...misteri sungguh
Kita manusia boleh ubah takdir kita
Kecuali hidup dan mati

Takutnya mati kan
Sebab apa takut?
Sebab amal yang ada
Tak sebanyak impian yang dicurah

Kalau mati aku masa ni
Memang masuk neraka aku jawabnya
Tau...
Tapi tetap tanak berubah
Apa susah sangat nak jadi baik ke?
Free of charge je semuanya
Tak cukup tekad kau ni
Tak cukup ilmu
Tapi tanak usaha
Bodoh kau ni

Macamlah muda2 tak boleh kena tarik nyawa... Ek?
Macamlah kau tu muda sangat ..ek?

Dan macam2 pulak kau minta dari Dia
Tak malu ke?
Bodoh kau ni
Malu sikit la babe

Perempuan ni
bila dah setat monologue
Toksah layan
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Bantu aku bantu diriku
Aku buta di tempat terang

Kata perempuan itu...

Perempuan
Tengah malam bulan purnama
Penghujung february

Bits + pieces ...february 15

Dear february 15
You are history now
Do me a favor
Dont come too fast next year

Wow time really flies heh
Today im 15
The next day im 15 years older
Today everyone says ohh look..how tiny this baby
The next day you realize...look..shes a lady
Today everyone gives me money ..buy me things
The next day i realize...i become a shopaholic spending money to buy unnecessary things

It creeps me out sometimes
Whatever it is
Thats the reality of life
And along this journey
What i appreciate the most is
The experience
The love
The emotions
And of course the life

I am happy and i feel blessed
Allah gave me so much
Im embarrass to admit how little i gave Him back
But i try to be better everytime
But seriously trying is not good enough

To people who always be there for me
Through better and through worst
Happy and pain
I love you all to bits
No words can describe
Family friends and my love
I have nothing except me
And you accept me just the way i am
Million thank you
Gazillion love
Hugs and kisses
I am nothing without you all

What i really love about my birthday this year
He asked me 4 magical words
And i answered with three

My wish... Happiness for all of us
More priceless years to share
More and more and more love

Terima kasih Ya rabb dipinjam nyawa lagi

Xoxo

;) much love
Nina
In your heart

Note to self

Jangan tinggal solat 😰😰

Dalam 24 jam sehari yang diberi
Berapa lama kita memberi masa kepada Tuhan?

20february2013

Counting hours

Dear february 14
Will you do me a favor
Dont let february 15 to replace you
I mean
Would you stand for your spot
Isnt it?

Why do you have to come so quickly?
Im a little bit nervous over here
Counting the hours
I mean
Im not counting at all
But looking at the time
Makes me scared
Makes me urghh you dont wanna know
What i feel inside me

Dear february 14
If you let february 15 come
It will never be the same again for me
Never ever the same again
I like the things now
Im not ready
Its nothing actually
Its just a number
No of course not
Its not just a number
Its my life
Kamonnnn

Dear me
Kamonnn
Face the truth
Its not that bad
You making it worse
But its not

Shut up!

Denial
5.30pmfeb142013
Hanging on the clock

February

Its february
I just wish there is no february this year
Lol

Seriously
Mom, why february?
Why not december?
Haha silly me

Anyway
I love february
I always do

Im thankful
And i feel blessed
There is no better month for me
I know

Thank you momma
You rock my world
And i rock yours definitely?
Lol

Counting the days
Counting hours
I hope i still alive
When the time comes
Amin

Nina
On my couch
14feb20130.14am

Hole

Dear momma..
I have so much to tell you
But no words can describe my feelings

A hole in my heart
It hurts
It really hurts

Something is missing
Something has been stolen from me
And its not okay

Dear momma

I just
Miss you so much

Sigh ;(