Damia first visit to South Korea :)

hi anak..

ba beginilah.. let me tell you one story.. before i got married.. i have a dream that i will take my baby child to as many country as i can before i get old..sick..moneyless..incapable or the worst case scenario is pass away. 

Baby child here means up until 18 years old.. After that.. of course if you want to travel by yourself .. you are free to go..but.. you have to earn money in order to do so.. remember sayang.. you have to earn something in order to get something in life.. so that..you will appreciate everything from the simplest things to the bigger complicated things.. earn doesn't just means money..but hardwork.. patient.. never give up.. willingness..love..respect..sympathy..kindness and on and on.. 

and one important thing that you must never forget.. dua is the strongest weapon of all. pray and pray for whatever you want in life. in sya Allah. He never disappoints His hamba.. okay? Just believe. 

Here's why i want yo to go to many country as possible.. i want you to see how big our world is. And how small we are. Be observant. Be brave. Be creative. Be humble. I want you to look and learn and experience the beauty of life, love, history, cultures, foods so that you will always be grateful for what you have..and bertadabbur alam while you are on your journey. Learn what is wrong and what is worth to follow. But never ever forgets where the roots you are coming from. Go as far as you can. Then come back with more knowledge and humbleness. Amin. 

Dear anak.. fyi, i traveled (alone) for the first time when i was 17 years old. I remember how mixed feelings i had but i also remember clearly i was so ready to face anything with an open mind and heart at the moment. And when i looked the cotton candy from the plane's window..despite being sad and teary..i smiled.. i knew for sure.. what i will be enjoying in life. ~~Travel~~ and since then.. i became a wanderlust Lol. 

so yeah.. i want you to make memories all over the world.. 

Lets enjoy your moment captured in your first visit to South Korea. It was a cold and windy 8 days 7 nights in your life so far.. (1 february 2016 - 8 february 2016)

your first time here..

you love birds so much syg.. at yeoudo hangang park 

you are not feeling very well that day.. no mood at all 

yeay..your first snow.. real one okay at yongpyong ski resort

at cheonggyecheon stream

lotte ;) 

insadong

gyeongbokgung palace 

dongdaemun plaza 

myongdong little chef hehe

nami island

hye baby lebiu

muncung tu muncung.. petah bercerita walau tak paham apa 

with your mom at N Seoul Tower

in sinchon before meeting auntie anol

and many more places and pictures that i dont put it here,, but you will always find it in our album

XOXO,
Your Mother 

first post in 2016

hi sayang.. my baby girl...Damia.. *kiss2*

Its 2016.. you are 1 year and 2 months old tomorrow.. 19 february.. how fast time flies heh.. So.. lets look your captured moments for the past 2 months...

pagi 1 januari 2016.. Damia dah semakin connect dgn semua toys..

Lol..bergaya dengan baju yang aunty ain kasik..
selepas lawat baby adawiyah..kakak bariah dan abg adam

your first eye to eye with swan.. you love it so much ;)

your first jog at bukit jalil recreation park..
before this datang untuk main kat playground je

your favorite.. nampak confirm nak naik 

memento at rumah nenek joho

stilll your favorite fruit.. orange!!

ayah feels much more happy sebab damia dah
makin suka bermanja dan melendit2 berbanding sebelum ni hehe.. good girl..

And here is what i really sad + proud at the same time..
nak makan sendiri je dah tanak kena suap..
sometimes i feel unimportant haha silly me

beberapa kali demam panas.. cirit birit dan muntah-muntah..
i was worried.. but you are one tough girl..
hmm sedapnya bau tido anak..

bila rindu berbisik

i miss my father so very much it hurts 

:(

bila rindu menghimpit

bila rindu mencubit

sakitnya panjang menyesakkan jiwa

sakitnya meragut kenyamanan minda

sakitnya menyakitkan seluruh anggota

sehingga hanya air mata mampu menawarnya

namun sakitnya masih terasa

sakitnya sentiasa ada

Allah Allah Allah

sakitnya merindu orang yang telah tiada

hanya doa mampu dikirim

sedang jasamu tak sempat dibalas sempurna

:(

Rukun iman ke 6

Tiada lah daya dan upaya ku sebagai hambaNya untuk menolak setiap qada dan qadarNya

Tiada lah dayaku juga sebagai hambaNya selain meminta belas ihsan dan perlindungan daripadaNya Yang Maha Kuasa..

Untukku berkelana di muka bumiNya

Untukku bertaddabur alam bersama anak tercinta

Untukku membawanya kenal erti kepelbagaian bahasa dan bangsa

Untukku menanam di jiwanya akan luasnya dunia ciptaanNya

Yang kita hamba sangatlah kerdil 

Semoga umur pinjaman ini masih lama jangka hayatnya

Semoga umur si kecilku masih panjang untuknya meneroka

Semoga perlindungan Dia Yang Maha Penyayang bersama kami

Tiadalah daya upayaku

Sebagai hambaNya

Lenyapkan kebimbangan ini kiranya betul

Tunjukkan jalan yang benar sekiranya salah

Tiadalah daya upayaku sebagai hambaNya

Menyingkap hijab yang tak ternampak dek mata

Selain meminta belas ihsan dan perlindunganNya

Hello facebook

Yes.. I have a facebook account

And yes.. I do post pictures, event and sometimes status on my facebook wall

I liked my friends status and pictures

I do love watching lots of funny and cute videos they shares on their wall 

That makes me laugh, smile, sometimes sheds tears when the video or story makes my heart breaks 

I enjoy reading about new parenting and marriage tips, islamic status, the prayer and doa, the ugly truth about the world and politics, general knowledge and etc

I am happy seeing happy moments of my family and friend.. Beautiful pictures of my hometown.. Owhh how i miss them so much ..sigh! 

But most of the time.. I am an observer 

There are also several things that i hate about facebook

I hate when people share accident pictures..dead body. Where we can see clearly how the body looks like..

People..please.. Have some respect!!

We dont even know how we will end up. 

Do you like if people share your dead body to the public? 

I hate when people tell not so good stories about other people. I hate words bully. 

On top of that.. I hate when a wife or a husband posts sarcastis status about their spouse

I know..maybe you have problems in your marriage

Okey..maybe your spouse is cheating on you

Maybe he/she did not provide enough for your living

I know.. Sometimes you just need to let it out 

But please...not in the facebook please.. 

do you really think by shout it out on your wall may solve your problem?

Do you really believe by being sarcastic on your facebook wall may gain respect from your spouse or other people? 

What do you really get? Really..? What do you really get?

Being satisfied? Happy? Coz youve got to yell your feelings and thoughts so other people will know? Really? 

Let me give you a suggestion.. Or two suggestions 

Be a mature person.. Face the problems with your spouse face to face.. Not in the facebook wall

Yell..shout..cry..mad..whatever you want to say..sarcastically or directly.. Do it face to face.. No need to tell other unsignificant people about your marriage problem.. 

If you still cannot solve it..then you have families.. Marriage counselor.. And jabatan agama to solve it for you

Theres no need to humiliate your spouse even you hate her / him so much.. In public pulak tu hesh!!

Remember in the first place.. You chose her / him to become your wife / husband.

Isteri bercerita keaiban suami.. Tak takut dosa ke? Suami bercerita keaiban isteri? Bagaimana mungkin anda menjadi seorang ketua keluarga? 

Tak malu ke bila dah malukan kat facebook pastu nanti berbaik balik. Tapi semua tahi hidung tahi telinga tahi keji dan jijik pasangan dah kita jaja-jaja. Nauzubillah. 

And please. Pray to Allah asking for his forgiveness and kindness to help you help your marriage..not pray on the facebook wall.. Kamonlah..

Facebook.. I love it because it connects me with lots of other people

Family and friends

But thats it.. Dont use it as a place you can humiliate another human being

Me,

An observer

never let go of your dreams

wahai mimpi

jadilah kenyataan

larilah

akan ku kejar kau

;)

p/s :

 believe in your dreams

Motherhood

:)

I am a mother now
I am happy
so happy

Being a mother is new to me
and seriously it is not an easy job
it is 24/7 job
I bet you new mothers out there agree with me
It involves tears, fears and most of the time ~~rejoice ;)

but hey,
I dont care if I dont get enough sleep at night
I dont care if my baby keeps waking me up every ten minutes
I dont care if I have to carry her all day just because she is not feeling well
I dont care if I have to multitask just to have my me time with her cuddling and kissing
I dont care to get tired and exhausted
I dont care to get my hands dirty with poop and vomit
I dont care to pump my milk until it hurts just to make sure she gets enough 

I care enough to make her feels safe, happy, healthy and loved.

Seeing her precious little angel smiles and laughs 
makes every single time i spent with fussy dussy tussy ~~worthwhile
That..I tell you.. is too expensive to have a price tag 
~~Priceless...

I've tried and failed at many things in life..
but i will never stop giving hundred percent..
at being the best mom I can be..

Love,
new mommy and happy